I this stage I am feeling confused……consciously incompetent! I am not sure which way to go or how to? This course is very challenging and is certainly enabling me to think more reflectively, but there is so much information and I am finding it difficult to balance this with other demands. Maybe I am thinking too deeply as the pressure is on to perform. Maybe that pressure is internalised in my drive to achieve and get the most out of this course. I wonder?
Emotion has certainly played a huge part in my reflections this past week and retail therapy helped but felt guilty at not ‘plodding’ on with the task in hand. Made an early start today as I have to help my husband build a concrete base for a shed today. Not looking forward to that but with luck my son and daughter in law will come along and assist and I will be resigned to tea duties. Feeling somewhat overwhelmed at the moment but cannot let those feelings linger for too long or I will end up procrastinating for ages, instead of doing.
